Things I Never Told Him

i never told him how much i care

losing our friendship, i just couldn’t bear

i never explained the many things

that push me away, every day

there’s confusion inside me

but it is rightfully so

that he got sick of it and had to go.

i never revealed the secrets inside

that tear me apart, making me want to hide

it’s not you, it’s me

i mean it. no, really.

i’m falling apart

i’m lost in the dark

i need him back here

right beside me.

i know he is mad

and oh, so, so sad

but these are the things i’ll never say

now that he has gone away.

In honor of my best friend. Missing you.